Aggravating Anticipation
Excitement bubbles in my stomach as my brother and I race down the stairs. The classic Christmas story of seeing what Santa had brought the night before. We’d search the presents for our names, marveling at the different tags he used, covered in glitter and colors. Of course we had to guess what was in them as well, poking them to see what they might be. Then we’d race up the stairs to wake my parents up and beg them to come downstairs to open up presents. Leading up to this moment, I was going crazy. As the days got closer, I just couldn’t wait. I almost hated the feeling. The anticipation of just wanting it to be there already. It’s painful and miserable. Instead of focusing on the present, all you can think of is the future. Of that which occupies your mind always. Knowing that it’s not here yet but wishing with all your might that it would be. The same thing happens on my birthday. Or when I have something coming in the mail. O...